For the past three days, I've been dealing with really upsetting news. I haven't decided if I'm going to write about something so personal on such a public blog.
What I can say is that while it was upsetting, it was also for the best. It might as well have been that my best friend left to join the circus and I was the last to know.
Now, I just have to figure out how to let this be fuel for my weight loss. I went on a two-day hiatus from my plan just because of the sheer shock of the whole thing. I just couldn't process anything. Then, the level of betrayal just kept rising, and I smoked a cigarette.
Today was hard, but tomorrow will be easier, and the day after that will be even easier, and pretty soon, I will have my stars lined up and I will be cranking through pounds like I'm built for it.
This pretty much sums it up.
What I can say is that while it was upsetting, it was also for the best. It might as well have been that my best friend left to join the circus and I was the last to know.
Now, I just have to figure out how to let this be fuel for my weight loss. I went on a two-day hiatus from my plan just because of the sheer shock of the whole thing. I just couldn't process anything. Then, the level of betrayal just kept rising, and I smoked a cigarette.
Today was hard, but tomorrow will be easier, and the day after that will be even easier, and pretty soon, I will have my stars lined up and I will be cranking through pounds like I'm built for it.
This pretty much sums it up.
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