Today was rough.
I am still emotionally depleted. It was all I could do today to pretend to care about anything.
I did, however, get up-almost on time. I was having a really strange dream that I don't understand. I was eating a live groundhog...just biting into her (?) buttocks and taking a bite. Only, the groundhog was made of cake, and it didn't seem to mind me eating it.
I woke up REALLY hungry, which doesn't surprise me, because I didn't get to eat all of my meals yesterday. I slept too much throughout the day to eat all of them.
So, I accidentally ate 5 egg whites this morning, but I didn't think it was that big of a deal because I missed meals yesterday. I did well with my meals up until my last one! Why does that always happen! (Oh, I know why...I get caught up in something and before I know it, I'm two hours past the last time I should have eaten. Oops. Gotta get on that!)
I meant to take a solid 4 hour break from work today, but ended up not doing that. I only took one hour, and I didn't want to drive all the way home and back because my car is acting up...and my 5th meal was at home.
Not taking a break also meant I didn't work out AGAIN today, which is three days in a row. This is NOT what I call making my plan a priority.
However, on a super bright note, the scale read 139.0 today! I know that I shouldn't care about what the scale says, but I have NOT been able to dip below 140 in AGES AND AGES! So, I am super-excited about that.
Tonight, I have a challenge ahead of me. I must wash my dishes from today, take a shower, prep all my meals for tomorrow, buy groceries (ugh!), and take all my stuff over to my friend's to stay the night because I am dropping my car off at the shop tomorrow and I don't know if they will have it done in one day, and I don't live close enough to work to walk or take the bus. I hope they have it done in one day. I hope it's not that big of a deal.
But for right now, I'm absolutely exhausted. My hope is to accomplish everything I want to get done tonight, and reward myself with some True Blood. I missed out last night because I stayed up too late.
Here I go!
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